Poem: Mixed

Another poem that I wrote a long time ago when I was suffering uncontrolled anxiety.


I don’t want this to be unfair…
But to you, I just cannot lie…
I am lost and hurt and so much in love…
You are lost and I just don’t know what to do…
I will remain to love you and do only as I can, and that is to just keep loving you…
I write this poem without a thought, I just let the words flow…
Please don’t ever take these the wrong way, for they are as mixed as my feelings…
I cannot tell you how I feel, I can not even sort them out for myself…
So I write.. every word has a meaning, but they don’t all go in the same place…
Some is the hurt and the self hatred, some the fear, and some the wanting and the love…
Never read what you expect to understand…
What more is a poem, then what you feel?

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